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Name: Hunter
Country: United States
State: Alabama
Metro: Montgomery
Birthday: 8/17/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: Anime, science fiction, non fiction, writing, photography, soccer, hanging out with friends, going wherever, watching movies (either in the theater or at home), playing video games, computers, technology. music: classical, techno, rock, christian: rock, rap, hard rock,
contemporary.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Computers (Software)
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  GrayWolf 4ever
Yahoo:  graywolf00_99
Member Since:
5/29/2005
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| my life succcckkkksssss today.
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| I was at wal-mart last night helping a friend shop for groceries and other stuff and who did I see in the electronics department.....my ex-girlfriend. It took me by surprise cuz instead of saying anything to her or waving or whatever, I just turned my head away. I didn't turn my head away as a sign that I'm mad at her if anything she should be mad at me....but i wont go in detail about that. I just wanted to post something about it on one of my blogs where a certain person can't read.
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| For a while, I thought of a new writing technique to try. I plan to drive around my hometown taking pictures of various surroundings then build a story around the scenes from the pictures. It's an attempt both to try something new and to expand the reaches of my talent. I think I might start it tomorrow with the pictures. I'll post the story and pictures on here for my xanga blog subscribers.
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| Recently, I found out that my family's dog has a hole in his heart and
that will only get bigger until he dies. It didn't hit me hard until
today. After I came home from dinner with the college church group, I
got ready for bed, then tried to sleep but couldn't. I watched an
episode of the WB's "Everwood" and after watching that I had the
craving to read my Bible, but it was in my car so I went out to get it.
When I was outside I heard Boomer, our family dog, coughing from having
a hole in his heart. After I went inside, I started to cry. I was
crying because of the dog that my family and I have spent years with
and put so much time into and love into and now knowing that he will
die soon makes me wish we didn't get him so I won't be feeling the pain
of the soon to be loss of him.
It seems silly to be crying over an animal, but pets become such a part
of a person's life that it's like loosing a human family member, or at
least it feels that way. Damn, I wish I never heard about the hole in
his heart and damn, I wish I didn't go out to my car tonight to get my
Bible. I hate feeling the pain of death because the last time I felt it
was one of the things that put me into depression, i think. I
understand Solid Snake's motto of not getting involved with anyone for
fear of them leaving or dying. And it sucks that it's too early in the
morning to call anyone to talk about this and get some comfort or
something; I'll just have to deal with it on my own this morning and
greet the new day with however I am feeling when I am supposed to get
up for work, which is in 3 and a half hours. Death is a part of life,
but that doesn't make me feel any better and God gives and takes away,
but that doesn't make me feel any better either. | | |
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If Heaven and Hell, and God and Satan don’t exist then how
can good and evil exist without the existence of leaders for either side? And
by whose standards do we consider something good or evil when everyone has
their own opinions of what is good and what is evil, if they agree that good
and evil exist?
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